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\"There’s a man named Rory Feek, who is a country songwriter who lost his wife to cancer,” she said. \"And he called me, and he said, 'Delilah, your boys are much more a part of your future than they are of your past.'”

\"We share the same faith and I just, I was in this rage, and I said, how can you say that? I don’t get to go to their weddings, I don’t get to see their babies, I don’t get to be a grandma, I don’t get to see them graduate, both of them,\" she said. \"And he said, 'Because you know where they are, and you know you’ll be with them in the future.'”

The mother of 13 previously spoke out about her son's death by suicide in 2018 while discussing her memoir \"One Heart at a Time\" with \"Good Morning America\" co-host Robin Roberts.

\"I couldn't write, I couldn't talk about it,\" she said of Zachariah's death.

#Delilah opens up to @robinroberts about her own heart-wrenching personal story of loss, strength and how faith has helped her through it all. https://t.co/n4WAURgszn pic.twitter.com/sx1n6DI0Ud

— Good Morning America (@GMA) October 16, 2018

Delilah said her sister offered to step in and her write a book about Zachariah.

\"I'm like, 'Oh, no, no, no, no. Nobody's telling Zack's story but me,'\" she said. \"I do want parents to know...we need to talk about teenage suicide.\"

\"And we need to start having open conversations as painful as they are,\" she added. \"Because it's epidemic.\"

If you are in crisis, please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (8255) or contact the Crisis Text Line by texting TALK to 741-741.

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