In December 2016, when "Mia" was informed Sean Combs wanted to dissolve his Revolt Films and that her employment would end, she texted Combs' chief of staff, Kristina "KK" Khorram, saying, "I'm going to kill myself. My life is over."

Frantic messages from Khorram that were read in court followed, including, "You can't make a statement and then not answer your phone."

Eventually, "Mia" responded over text: "I can't sleep and I'm not ok. I don't understand how to make this pain go away. It hurts so f------ bad."

Defense attorney Brian Steel asked, "Isn't this great? You're away from your abuser?"

Mia testified, "In hindsight fantastic, but at the time the worst thing ever."

She told the court working for Combs represented "the only world I knew for 24 hours a day for 8 years. It's like dog years. That's all I knew. So, it was very overwhelmingly horrific."

She testified she felt it "being ripped away without explanation."

Steel's cross-examination will resume Monday.

Three weeks of testimony from 21 witnesses in the trial against Combs has concluded.

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Sean Combs turned 45 on Nov. 4, 2014, and "Mia" made him a scrapbook with a handwritten card, which was shown in court.

"Happy 45th birthday, Puff Daddy" the top of the page said in bold red letters. The text continued in black pen. "Puff! Sometimes life goes by at catastrophic speeds where you never get to live in and enjoy 'now,'" the note read. "I hope on this day you get to sit back and take it all in."

The card came with a collection of magazine articles from 1991 to 1999 "that I hope will stir up nostalgic feelings."

"The man who you say has ruined your life, this is what you write to him?" Steel asked. "It's called psychological abuse," "Mia" testified.

"How did you find any goodness with Mr. Combs after what you described to the ladies and gentlemen of this jury?" Steel asked. "Easily," "Mia" told the court. "The second it went back to good, I was elated. I was searching for that kind of approval. It was an abusive relationship."

"Mia" told to the jury, "I was young and manipulated and eager to survive. I'm unraveling a lot of this now in therapy. Nobody was there to say these things that were happening were wrong. There was nobody around us that ever even flinched at his behavior."

Steel's cross-examination grew louder.

"Isn't it true that Mr. Combs never had unwanted, nonconsensual forcible sexual contact with you, isn't that true? Steel asked. "What I said in this courtroom is the truth," "Mia" testified.

"Then why, if you're being sexually assaulted and your sister is being brutalized physically, are you making a scrapbook for Mr. Combs?" Steel asked, referring to Cassie Ventura, with whom "Mia" said she had a sister-like relationship.

"It's a lot more complicated than the way you framed that," "Mia" testified. "Ask any abuse victim's advocate and they could explain it to you much better than I could."

Asked if he would consider pardoning Sean "Diddy" Combs, if convicted, as the hip-hop mogul stands trial in Manhattan federal court, President Donald Trump said, "Nobody's asked, but I know people are thinking about it."

"I don't know. I would certainly look at the facts," Trump said. "If I think somebody was mistreated, whether they like me or don't like me, it wouldn't have any impact on me."

Trump said he believes "some people have been very close to asking" about a pardon.

"First of all, I look at what's happening, and I haven't been watching it too closely, although it's certainly getting a lot of coverage," he said.

Trump added that he hasn't spoken to Combs in years.

Combs has been accused of sex trafficking by force, transportation to engage in prostitution, and racketeering conspiracy. He has pleaded not guilty to all of the charges.

After "Mia" testified that working for Sean Combs caused her "complex, severe PTSD," the defense on cross-examination tried to offer to the jury a different look at her tenure through her social media posts.

The posts, full of emphatic praise and multiple exclamation points, showed "Mia" posing with Combs, calling him a legend and thanking him for being her friend, all in the years after she alleged he repeatedly sexually assaulted her.

"That's the person who has traumatized you?" defense attorney Brian Steel asked. "Yes," Mia testified. "Physically?" he asked. "Yes," she testified. "Sexually?" Steel continued. "Yes," Mia testified. "That's the legend?" Steel concluded his sequence. "Yes," "Mia" told the court.

A post from Nov. 4, 2015, Combs' birthday, Steel called "the anniversary of when he sexually assaulted you."

"Mia" testified, "I didn't recognize that date as a celebration."

"How is that not a significant date in your mind?" Steel asked. "It was Puff's birthday. That was what the date was and I tried to forget that, shoved it down," "Mia" testified.

In the post, "Mia" called Combs "Legend, King, Bad Boy for life" and said, "Thank you for showing me the path to Pluto and beyond."

"You just put aside, you're telling this jury, that you were sexually assaulted?" Steel asked. "Yes, absolutely," "Mia" testified.

"You put aside that Mr. Combs made you go sleepless for five days when you got physically ill?"

"Yes."

"You put aside that Mr. Combs went into your bedroom, gets on top of you and does the unthinkable?"

"Yes."

"Mia" called them “hotel nights,” referring to when Sean Combs and Cassie Ventura allegedly spent nights at hotels, according to her testimony

“I would sometimes take them there, unpack, set up and I would have to just be on call essentially if he needed anything and clean up before housekeeping,” "Mia" told the court.

"Mia" packed “all of his lotions and potions, baby oil, Astroglide, condoms” and candles, she testified.

“There was a mixture of the cheap and the expensive ones. The cheap ones were the Glade white linen with the label off, and the expensive ones were Diptyque,” "Mia" told the court about the candles.

"Mia" testified about one such night at the London Hotel in New York, during which Combs allegedly asked her to bring something to his room.

“Cass answered the door wearing a bright blue wig,” "Mia" testified, telling the court that Ventura looked “like she was struggling, different than I had seen her before so much that I asked ‘Are you good?’ Essentially, like, 'are you ok?'”

"Mia" testified that Ventura responded “’No, no I’m OK, I’m good,’ and closed the door.”

"Mia" told the jury that it was “standard procedure” for her to clean up the hotel rooms in which Combs stayed. “He wanted to clean up enough stuff that a housekeeper couldn’t take and run to TMZ or expose anything about his personal private business,” she testified, describing the rooms looking like “a nightmare” after Combs left.

“They were just destroyed. Very messy,” "Mia" further testified about the state of the hotel rooms. “I saw a lot of candle wax everywhere that was impossible to get out. There would be lots of wet towels everywhere. I’ve seen broken glass, sometimes blood, oil all over the furniture.” She testified that Combs called the blood “period blood.” Ventura previously testified that Combs expected her to engage in "freak-offs" while she was on her period.

"Mia" told the court that Combs' staff referred to Combs' and Ventura’s recovery after the hotel nights as “man down,” because “they would basically stay in the room and sleep for a day or two or three.”

"Mia" testified about one alleged occasion when she said Ventura expressed reluctance about going to a hotel with Combs.

“Uck,” "Mia" told the court Ventura said about the prospect, adding that Ventura "was visually upset. More like nervous. Really nervous and she started getting stomach issues because of it.”